Friday, November 27, 2009

MUHD RUDAINI

Muhd Rudaini Bin Zainudin

Yesterday after school, i reached home and get changed to meet dani.

he waited for me since 2pm.. kecian dia..

meet hym at white sand 7-eleven..

then went to downtown with hym and headed to pasir ris park..

to chit chat all day long.. joking and laugh OUT loud..

since january, and this is my 1st tym meeting hym..

he's nice and sweet..

AND he's CUTE..!

haha..

very tall guy.. funny guy too..

he do express his feeling towards me..

all this while he didnt have a girlfriend, cuz he told me all this long he have been waiting for me to find hym..

he dont dare to find me cuz i was with my x before that..

and my x is dani's close frens..

since the incident hapen dat on february, dani asked if my kecik was my x..

and kecik answer yess..

so me and dani lost contact..

so afta 2mths afta that, me and my x patched up again..

and at the wrong timing, dani called me..

my guy was with me.

so wen dani heard that im oredy made out with my x, dani voice tone changed, and hang up the phone..

i was curious.

so afta a few months, i shared evrything about dani and kecik to my cousin fida..

afta a long chat with her.. fida told me that dani have feelings for me since the 1st sight.. and he kept on waiting for me til im single..

after knowing it, i feel like crying.. bt i stay strong as owaz..

afta a few mths, me and kecik doesnt goink well.

we owaz have conflict that no one knows about it..

i stay happy as if its nuting happen..

for that, our relation became a break..

many time of breaking and patching..

so i told hym, i guess we are better of being frenz..

and he said oke..

but no matta wad, we are still frens now..

stil in contact..

but not often.. =)

3mths of breaking up, my mind came out thinking about dani..

it appears suddenly..

i told myself not to fall in love with aniwan else..

but i guess, my heart told me to move on..

try so hard to move on since breaking up with my x, kecik.

cuz dats was the worst hurt i ever had that no one can ever feel or expect..

and now, dani is owaz starting to build up in my mind..

my heart feels different everytime i tink about dani..

so i miss called hym.

he did msg me but i didnt reply hym..

afta a few days, then i decided to reply hym..

dat by day, he wanted to meet me..

so he came up with surprise and meet me..

i was shocked..!

haha.

so yar..

Yesterday after school, i reached home and get changed to meet dani.
he waited for me since 2pm.. kecian dia..
meet hym at white sand 7-eleven..
then went to downtown with hym and headed to pasir ris park..
to chit chat all day long.. joking and laugh OUT loud..
since january, and this is my 1st tym meeting hym..
he's nice and sweet..
AND he's CUTE..!
haha..

bla...bla...bla...bla....

THEN..!!

he came out with a question, holding my hands and say..

"sheila, would eu like to be mind..??" (in malay)

i kept quiet and didnt reply hym..

walk-walk-walk...

he asked again..

again i didnt reply hym..

walking-talking and walking-talking..

he asked for the last tym..

and i answered, are eu wiiling to hear my probs..?

are eu wiiling to understand me..?

are eu willing to make my heart fly..?

and he told me he wiiling to do anitin for me..

and then sumtink hpen..

*secret*

went home and he msg me, he loves me and i'll owaz be his sum1 special...

i promise to take dani and meet my cousin fida..

cuz fida miss hym alot..

my gradma knw hym to so we both dont have to be wry about it..

and i wish that he meant everything to me..

signature:

Nur Sheila Bte Mohairie

Posted by shylala at 1:44:00 PM

Monday, November 9, 2009

mis euu

halo..

like wow...

so long i didnt update my blog..

well wanted to update about my feelings..

i miss kecik truckloads..

wanna and need to meet hym b4 he's gone somwhere..

we promise to update each otha even tho we both had gone to our separate ways..

we still in contact..

yess msgin and sumtyms calling.. =)

and will never lost contact..

that is wad we wish for..

i miss kecik and that's the only truth..

even if one day kecik have a new life-partner, we will still be frenz..

even if i have a boifren, we will still be frenz..

both promise not to forget each otha..

okee lets put aside his bad side..

on with his good side okee.??

i love hym and miss hym owaz..

Posted by shylala at 10:07:00 AM

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

rayer! with the 2008 clazzmates

dats for now! lazy uhhhh!

Posted by shylala at 4:43:00 PM

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

WAIT!

b4 i forget!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI TO ALL UMAT ISLAM!
AND MAAF ZAHIR BATIN!
HALALKAN MAKAN MINOM yeerr!

Posted by shylala at 2:39:00 PM

berrayer

oit!
wed on the 30th sep, rayer outing for gurls!
thu on the 1st oct, AYIM'S bday and rayer outing for ITE buddies!
fri on the 2nd oct, rayer outing with east coast pri ex-schmates!
mon on the 5th oct, rayer outing with the ex-classmate of 4/1 in 2008!

there i updated my blog! haha.. (dis goes to liyana my cuzzen)
love ya babes! haha!

Posted by shylala at 2:31:00 PM

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

NEW HANDPHONE

heyy ppl!!
i bought a new handphone.
this handphone is a walkman handphone.
a 1st walkman handphone that has a camera of 5MP with flash light!
wow..
hehe!
when i reached to the roadshow, the ppl there told me that the stock is finished.
i was late at that moment.
but they said that, i can order it and the phone will come.
so i pay 1st for the phone till the stock come.
but the sad thing is that, the colour i wanted, is oredy out of stock.
so i choose a different colour.
the colour that i wanted is NAVY GREEN!
nice colour you know! grrr!
but nvm, as long as the phone is nice and have the feature that i want, its okay!
so i took WINE RED..
okay la but not that nice as NAVY GREEN..
but wad to do the colour finished!
alahai..
so i paid for the phone and now, waiting for the phone to arrived..
heh..

Posted by shylala at 9:27:00 AM

Friday, August 7, 2009

the lyrics-nur janah allia(you)

You were there to light my day
you were there to guide me through
when my day is down and out i'll never stop thinking of you
How can i forget all that

when you're the one who make me smile
you'll always be a part of me
how i wish you were still mine
Never will forget the day how we've met and came this far

we both know we got this feeling but somehow it has to end up
here i know its me who said goodbye
and thats the hardest thing to do
coz you mean so much to me and thats the truth from me to you

For all the things i've done and saidfor all the hurt that i've cause youi hope you will forgive me baby coz that wasn't what i meant to do
You were there to light my day
you were there to guide me through

when my day is down and out i'll never stop thinking of you
How can i forget all that when you're the one who make me smile
you'll always be a part of me
how i wish you were still mine

For all the things i've done and said and for the hurt that i cause you i hope you will forgive me baby coz that wasn't what i meant to do
You were there to light my day
you were there to guide me through

when my day is down and out i'll never stop thinking of you
how can i forget all that
when you're the one who make me smile
you'll always be a part of me

how i wish you were still mine

Posted by shylala at 11:17:00 AM

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

stupid gay!

halo!
i hate dis JJ!
alamak!
attitude seyy.
nvr hate hym, but hate hu he is in the inside...